egs827's Journal

Spring Break is here.  Or at least it will be in 5 hours.  Can't wait, can't wait, can't wait.  I love spring break. 

I'm feeling better about this whole scoliosis thing.  The doctor said it looks likes it's a very mild case of scoliosis, and it shouldn't affect our baby-making at all.  That's my and husband's baby making.  Not me and the doctor.  Anyway, the only thing is this medicine he gave me makes me so freakin dizzy and nauseous.  I took some early this morning, like at 5:00, and my head still feels all fuzzy and light and weird.  The pain meds have worn off by now, but I don't want to take anymore cause I feel like I may throw up if I take any more medicine.  If the medicine doesn't make the pain go away within a couple of weeks, I'm supposed to go see a back specialist and see about getting an MRI done.  But they're so expensive, and I've already got doctor bills all over the place, what with the m/c and all. 

I've been pretty depressed this week.  Cause it's April.  I hate Aprils.  It's my dark month.  It all started the April that I was 11, when I got blood poisoning, asthma, and my first period all in the same week.  Both my grampas died in April.  My first serious relationship ended in April.  And my second.  Two Aprils ago, I found out I had TMJ.  One April when I was in college, a friend of mine killed himself.  I just really don't like Aprils. 

I'm okay today, though.  Except for the sleepy-dizzy feeling in my head.