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I've been having this recurring nightmare about miscarrying. I dream that I wake up in the middle of the night and have to go to the bathroom, and when I get there, I notice this trail of blood leading across the bathroom floor. And then I pull down my underwear and there's blood everywhere. It's horrible. I dreamed it three times last night. The exact same thing every time. I think I'm gonna call my doctor's office and see if they will let me come in for another ultrasound. Maybe that would ease my mind some, and I would stop having this dream.
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I wish I could shake this bad feeling. I just keep worrying about everything, and it's like I don't want to get too excited about the baby yet cause I keep expecting something to go wrong. I don't know why I can't just relax. I wish I could have another ultrasound, but my doctor doesn't think I need one until September. Unless I start bleeding or something. I'm seriously considering changing doctors. No good reason. I just don't much like mine. He's a little old man who wears socks with sandals and talks to me as if I don't know anything about reproduction. I have a BS degree in Biology. I know things. Anyway.
My husband and I are celebrating our one-year anniversary next week. July 19th. We're gonna go to the beach for a few days. If my husband can keep from working for long enough. He has worked nearly every day this summer. Which is good I guess. We need the money since we're trying to buy a house or a trailer or something. We need a place to live. But everything is SO expensive. I don't understand how people buy houses. But, anyway, I'm really excited about the beach. Even though my body looks terrible in a bathing suit right now. But I don't care. I'll wear shorts over it or something. I just need to go somewhere that's not my parent's house or my in-laws.
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i'm sorry you are worrying so much. i would definitely switch doctors because even though he may not be bad, you need someone you feel comfortable with. congrats on the one year anniversary and the upcoming trip. take care. love and hugs, meg
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If you don't feel comfortable with your doctor switch. It is totally normal to feel anxious about your pregnancy but a good doctor would be helping you with that. Hang in there and happy anniversary.
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You need to like your Dr. he's going to be bringing your baby into this world, if you're not comfortable with him you need to move on.
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I sorry your worrying so much. I know what you mean about every pain or twitch its sooo stressful trying to figure out if its something you should worry about or if you should just let it go. Or if its normal. Its so hard to tell. I've been getting morning sickness for the last 5 days now only at night though and I've been having weird twiches or pains in my stomache but only every once in while never constint. So we'll see what my levels are tomorrow. Hugs Monica.
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Congrats on the one year. I just had mine in June. I am sorry that you are feeling pretty uneasy with the pregnancy. I would defeinitely look into another dr. if you are not comfortable or aren't getting the treatment that you think you should get. I can understand your dr. not wanting to do another u/s but did he offer any other alternative? Like coming in to hear the heartbeat or something?
I just wrote like the longest journal, and then my computer froze and kicked me off the site. Stupid technology. Anyway, the gist was that my doctors appointment went well. He didn't use the Doppler cause he said it was too early. Got another appointment on the 25th.
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I am glad everything is going well. Keep us updated.
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Im sorry sweetie...Try not to read too much into the dream. It is your anxieties coming out. Definitely call the doctor and see about the u/s. Let me know how it goes. Thinking of you.
lvnikita
Honey, I'm so sorry, it's not fair that you are having these dreams. See if you can get an u/s it will ease your mind.
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4EVERinLOVE
i'm sorry. it's just your fears and worries coming out. but hopefully your doctor will understand and ease your mind by doing a ultrasound. i'm praying for you. love and hugs, meg
MEGNEEDSABABY
Im so sorry. I hate how our mind plays them evil tricks on us. I hope all is well. Keep me updated on what the doctor says. Good luck. Hugs Monica.
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