
Hello All,
Sorry it has been a while I have been in Hospital with a swollen painfull stomach it looks like Irratable Bowel. It could be a lot worse has anyone else got it. I just kicked my boyfriend out last night we have been together 2 1/2 years and he has been living of me for free!! I found a letter on the computer he had written to another woman and it was the last straw. I feel bad as I know he has no money but that is his own fault he cant explain where £500 punds has gone in the last month. I just cant decide how I feel. I gues mostley like a looser again he was my 3rd try I hate being alone and dreading going home tonight I hope i can handle it. I just wish I could find someone to love me for me !!!!!!! My boys have left home I just feel useless, the only thing keeping me going at the min is my dogs.
Comments
Hi,
I am FED UP!!!!!! my HS is acting up my underarms are killing me and the smell is awfull, and just getting a new one in my groin i just want to shave and get to use normal soap I am SICK of using hibiscrub. I have another 2 months before i see the dermatologist again and my GP just says keep hanging in there. The boils make my depression worse. And then the GP just ups my happy pills. I feel like I am going round in circles I dont want to keep taking pills!!! I feel like i should rattle when i walk.
Sorry for moaning but no one i know understands they say i have lots to be happy about and what is a few spots.
Comments
-
I am really down at the momment, I feel like S**t I just seem to be survivng day to day with no life I get up (no easy) go to work (even harder) go home walk the dog watch tv in bed. That is my life if it was not for my dog i feel would love just going home and taking all my pills and not get up again. Besides my dog the only other thing stopping me is if it did not work and having to face people after.




You are better off alone then with a loser that would live off you and then write to another woman. Its diff to live off you and love and appreciate you but then to do that had to be the last straw.. Hang in there honey.. You will find someone that will treat you how you need to be treated.. Im here if you want to talk.. Y'Vonne
meandthebeast
THANKS,
I feel much better today infact I feel Good I have decided to not feel sorry for myself and be mad instead. I am kind of looking forward to living on my own, I have always been with someone for the past 24 years it will be a new challange. Look to the future and thing can only get better
melanieg
Just read your post..and I too wish at times that that is one thing I had experienced..and that was to live alone..I married at 18.and have been married since..We just celebrated our 31st Anniversary..this year..we have 2 sons..ages 30 and 26.both are married..we have 4 grandkids..Grandson.age 11, Grand daughters..ages 7, 5 and 14 months..and one due in 2 weeks...
4getmenot