Journal Entry for May 31, 2008
May 31, 2008 2:40pm
My life is pointless I'm here for one reason and one reason only and that's to be the biggest punching bag ever. I'm tired of being put …
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My name is Kaycee I'm 21 years old and live in cincinnati ohio I have a third shift job and am one of the few people that enjoy third shift's. Even tho I am 21 I feel as tho I'm 40 my house is a crazy mess and I am trying to fight depression along with a cutting problem that has recently come back and I'm off and on attending school for my GED.... I don't know what else to say about myself.
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family
May 23, 2008 4:46pm
The word family means so little to people these day's especially to my so called family. My dream is to move past this and have a family that …
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alive
May 19, 2008 12:45pm
I feel so lost and alone most of the time lately I can't sleep right now and I know I should be and I'm finding myself advoiding even my …
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Alone
May 12, 2008 4:53pm
Sometime's like now I feel so alone.. like now.. I wish I had someone was with me.. that's the hardest part of dating my bf is he is never …
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Three months
May 6, 2008 8:21am
Its been three months since his passing and still I'm trying to pick up the peices that he left behind.. a huge part of me is gone and I have …
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Close Self-Injury
I have been cutting for at least three years now off and on it's not somthing I'm proud of and I know it would disopoint my grandpa who passed feb 5th of 2008 his death is afecting me still and I don't know how else to cope with it. I don't have a lot of friends whom I can talk to and trust enough at the moment and lately my dreams have turned very dark.. most of them end with ether a casket or a tumb stone with my name on it or both.. I don't know how to deal with this or why this is happening
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Not Working
- Because of my family and how they are I couldnt tell them I was going had to hide it and that lead to me haveing to stop going..
- Rubber Bands Somewhat Helpful
- It worked sometime's just not often enough..
- Talking Working / Worked
- It help's most the time however I don't alway's have someone to turn to.
Close Depression
I have been depressed since I was a child but am just not looking into getitng help for it problem is I don't know how to go about doing so... I'm afrade of pills thanks to my family alway's oding on them and I don't want to be them
Treatments
- Writing Not Working
- Wrighting used to help but now it seem's I'm just too fair gone.. I don't know what to do any more... maybe just let go?
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