Journal Entry for June 15, 2008
June 15, 2008 6:22pm
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tillypoppy
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Night night,Sweet dreams...Dream of things you wish for,xx
About Me
Im Evey+im 27, Had Bipolar since i was 12.Taken 12 overdoses which has left me with liver damage, I lost my sole mate of 13yrs+now i find it hard to get a grip of my life, I lost the whole of my world with in the space of one short day.
Interests
I love a good giggle, i love talking to people, i love my two kittys-they are my world+they get more+more beautifull each+every day, I love music, my home, my friends, my family and i love Summer Fruit Squash, xx
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Journal Entry for May 22, 2008
May 22, 2008 12:55pm
I have to tell the world this as im quite proud of myself......... I have been clean for 9 mounths now. When i say clean i mean clean from self harm, …
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Journal Entry for May 15, 2008
May 15, 2008 7:10am
i having a crap time with this bloody pc as i dont no how to delete my goals as i started smoking again....yuk...i no its not good,and im …
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April 29, 2008 5:58am
Hello.........Im so so so so so sorry i havnt been on line....it feels like mounths since iv been on hear......My computre is still broken so im …
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Support Groups
Close Bipolar Disorder
Bipolar since i was 12yrs,history of 12 overdoses+liver damadge,still find it hard to cope.Been in+out of Hospitals due to Bipolar.
Treatments
Close Self-Injury
iv done 12 ods,i have a very scarred liver which makes me ill with other problems
Treatments
- Tattoos Working / Worked
- iv never cut there since i got my tattoo on the inside of my left wrist,
Open Breakups & Divorce
13yr relationship to my sole mate who left me in the space of 1day-so many questions and i havnt seen or heard from him since.3yrs on and i still find it very painfull and upsetting.
Treatments
- Music Not Working
- reminds me of him and find the memories painfull
- Pets Working / Worked
- they are my life+my world and i wouldnt be hear without them,When i feel crap i give them both a hug and lots of love and they always return the love.
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- after this lengh of time i find it hard to talk to friends and family as they think i should be well over him by now...but im not
- Time Working / Worked
- now this has helped,i never believed in the saying but now i swear by it...time is a great healer but it dosnt take it all away
Open Adoption
Type: Open Adoptioni was adoptied at 2 weeks old+put into care till i was 6 years old,Its taken me 4 years to gather my medical history but no contact will be made.I love my adopted mum+dad to bits+they will always be mu mum+dad.
Open Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Parentmy Dad died when i was 12yrs old,He was my Adoptive Dad but he will always be my Dad,
Open Miscarriage
i had my 1st miscarriage nearly 3yrs ago i will never forgett that day,My ex partner left me 2 months after,i had to go for scans+things as they thought parts were still inside but i didnt go as i was so cut up from my ex leveing me,i then had loads of problems because i didnt go+have my scan done.
Treatments
- Pataday Working / Worked
- i dont talk about it as whats the pointi lost itthen lost me partner.
Open Rape
raped 1yr ago+took an overdose the nxt morning,The Police were there when i arrived at the Hospital.To this day the Police can not find this man.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- it was hard to talk about it but i did.
