Journal Entry for July 14, 2008
i dont know if i have told any body on here yet but i am pregnant i was at first very connfused about this but i have spoken to my boy friend and he …
Hey this is me i don't think i am interesting ! i don't relly like my self if you want to know about then just ask I like Hugs and kisses being in love my friends on here and off walking writing music I dislike my self liars Nearly everything Nothing is ever simple for me ever but i try to make the best of things my moos cahnge very quickly!!"There was a moment in my life when I really wanted to kill myself. And there was one other moment when I was close to that. But even in my most jaded times, I had some hope." (gerard way)
become my friend and find out!!!
i dont know if i have told any body on here yet but i am pregnant i was at first very connfused about this but i have spoken to my boy friend and he …
Still sober!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YAY
i went a week wothough drinking!!!
whoop whoop !!
Feeling good today dont know why think i do some good things today
like help peoepl and stuff so eyah am feeling good !!!! i will write a general up …
sound silly but not drinking for a couple days i feel better
thats ok have a good week
fresh picked ds flowers for your 17th bday have a good one
happy 17 i wish you could hear me but im gonna play you the birthday song on my electric guitar eddie van halen style:)lotsa hugs.xxx
well happy birthday!! =)) i didnt find out the sex until i was 17 weeks you usually get an ultrasound around 20 weeks if not before. Its also an old myth but if your babys heartbeat is over 140 its a girl if its under its a boy. My baby had 153 beats the first time and the doctor predicted a girl and sure enough at the ultrasound it was a girl. SO maybe that will keep you guessing lol.. I just walkedin my parents room and was like i k now you will be dissappointed but im pregnant. And im taking full responsibiltiy for it. THey got really upset but they got over it now their excited soon to be grandparents lol.. Just know it is hard but it does get easier
Well congratulations.!!! YEah its def. a nervous thing to endure. But its totally worth it. =) if i can help you with questions or anything just let me know i would love to help! I remember the whole beginning of my pregnancy...lol
i have been depressed since i was 10 but it came and went but about two years ago it has came and not wnet it is sabotaging my life ..
i have lost too many people recently !
i likes girls but i like boys too anf my perants will flip when they find out
i am bi but my perents do not know
i got so depressed i started to self harm
fighting (hopefully winnng) my fight aginst bulimia i stared making my self sck just after my 16th day cos i was bulled 4 ebin fat so i went on a diet and lost witght but makin my slef sick
i cant remeber when the last time i slep for more than three hours
depressed my self but also supporting a dpressed frined
My best friend killed him self three days before my birthday in 2007 and my other friend 23 october 2006 i miss them both