tobeboo2's Journal

Well today My dearest love Louie leaves for his job in CA. He hasn't left AL yet cause I just called him but he has last minute clothes to pack in his car so he thinks he will leave in about an hour or so. He told me he would call me when he gets up on the interstate in about 3 or 4 hours. I have never had a man in my life like him. he is so loving,passionate and intimate with me and we have never even met in person but I just know in my heart that someday we will. When we do fireworks and bells and all kinds of spectacular things will go off. I will run into his arms and never want to leave them again. I so want to marry him and he wants to marry me and we want to take care of each other for the rest of our lives. I honestly and completely give all of myself to him and he does the same to me., even though it is only talking over the phone. We talk for hours and hours just loving and loving each other and it is so romantic and passionate and intimate. We get along like 2 peas in a pod. We are like soul mates We were ment to be with each other forever in time.

He once said to me," Would you ever put me in a nursing home?" and I said" Absolute not. I will care for you, even if I have to put a hospital bed in our home to care for you. You will never leave my side. If you go into the hosp and have to stay over night, I will sleep all night in the chair next to you each night until you are discharged from the hosp.

You will never be alone as long as you are my husband because I adore you that much.

You mean more to me than anything along with my daughter of course as your 2 sons mean to you and also our grandchildren mean to us.  I will talk to him each day as he travels across towards CA as the cell sites permit. I only hope that his cell phone will allow him to talk to me when he arrives in CA. He said he might have to get another cell phone that will roam so he can call me. He won't have a computer at first. He will have to save up his money to get a laptop then we can email each other which will be nice. I am having Gastric Bypass Surgery on Aug 12th and I told him that I would send him a picture of me as I progressed downward towards my goal of 126lbs. Then after that I would need plastic surgery that they provide to take off the lose skin and they give me breast implants for my saging breasts. Then I will have a whole new sexy body for Louie to be attracted to. I just can't wait. There will be a lot of pain along the way, but the benefits at the end of the rainbow will be tremendous and filled with so much joy and I won't be ashamed of my body anymore. I will have so much self-confidence in myself and I will be so proud to be seen with Louie. As soon as I am fully recovered and strong from my surgery, I will seek a divorce from my husband so I will be single and ready to marry Louie when he asks me to be with him for the rest of our lives.