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hey people!
i don't know what is up with me but i still ain't over daniel, how do i get over him, he is out having sex with people! i know i am better than him, i just want to get back at him and be like yah i can do it too! i am over you too! but i don't want to be a whore or anything, there is this one guy, we have done everything but the deed. but he acts like he's to busy sometimes to hang out with me! i don't want to just jump into another relationship, i just want someone there for me, to talk to and all that good stuff!
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things have been pretty good lately!
i have been hanging out with friends and going out a lot now that i turned 21. i have been meeting new people, spending a lot more time with my family which is great. trying to get moved into my new place, but my mom's best friends has a little problem (a.d.d.) so she hasn't really gotten anything out of her house (which i am renting from her) so i can move in. until then i am sleeping on my mom's couch, which really sucks! i kinda have a crush on this guy, i don't know if he has the same feelings, but i also don't wont to jump into a relationship ( i just got out of a 4 year engagment). i am trying to improve things in my life, try to take time for myself to feel happy and beautiful! while my ex is out having a grand time! i called him this weekend after a few drinks, he didn't answer than he calls me back, he went to charlotte nc which is about 2 hours away from our little town, he went to go see somebody (which is a 18 yr old girl) what the hell does he want with her? anyways!
Hey everyone!
Guess What? My ex fiance' wants to take me to court over an entertainment center that was given to "us" but the people that gave it to us is my second family and they said they would much rather me have it! He was gonna give me the washer and dryer now he has changed his mind, that's okay but he is gonna give me all the money that he kept for hiself when we sold MY truck to his brother, which isn't but $600 but i need that money to now buy me a washer and dryer. He's acting like an ass to me, after a week he has already met someone, so i will be a bitch back! i am paying for his insurance i bet his new girl doesn't know that. but i am about to cancel that. anyways just letting off some steam.
4 more days until i do some keg stands! woo hoo! i will be 21! happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me!
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find a girlfriend to hang with for a while. you can make in on your own (without a man!) then maybe someone will fit the bill a little later. if you train yourself to rely on YOU and be independent, you won't need daniel anymore.
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ive had this same problem with my ex! it does get better with time and it sound like your alot smarter than i was, as i jumped into a relationship afterwards and regretted it deeply, as i wasnt healed yet by my first relationship. im glad that you do have other friends to be there with you though...try to hang out as much as possible with them. sometimes being alone with your thoughts can make things alot worse off for you. best of wishes
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