stuff this i can't do it i …
stuff this i can't do it i feel so fat so crapy and i have only reached 1/4 of my goal today. Why is my head doing …
Join Now
Well... I've been working for Wal-mart for 4 days now. I really like it. There is never a dull moment. They always have u doing something, which I like about it. The thing that sucks though is that my left ankle and knee, start to hurt extremely bad after a couple of hours. Then my lower back feels as though I have this HUGE pulsing knot, that is 1 sec away from being unbearable. I about fell out @ the end of the day yesterday. I was all crippled over a shopping cart. I have today off. I'm glad, cuz my legs needed it.
I dn't knw why I bother to talk to anyone really. No on fucking listens to me, u'd think I was speaking French or something. I ate some chex cereal a few minutes ago and I feel so stupid. I had to eat it, but now I cn't purge, cuz I'm @ my nana's house. I hate this shit. I hate that I cnt purge when I need to, cuz someone could hear me. I sooooo did not want to come over here. I feel really depressed being here. I knw that my nana and papa hate me. They knw I'm a loser, a BIG FAT one. My fucking head hurts knw. I had to stop taking the asprin. I was taking 'em like it was candy. Not purposely or anything. I just wanted the pain in my head to stop. The pain is getting worse right now. I HATE this. I'm SOOOO STUPID.
Comments
You might also like ...
Binge and purge That is all. I …
Binge and purge That is all. I want OFF of this fucking merry-go-round.
Hunny you are not stupid... There is so much that it seems you need to work on and it has to be one thing at a time. I also heard that Walmart is very stressful, so please don't do too much. Try to sham as much as possible. Feel better and I know how it feels to eat and not be able to purge, but take a deep breath, and if you need me I am here.
Much love!
cutiepiesweetpea1113