Journal Entry for March 22, 2008
Had a real nice day today.. Drove up to Killeen...right outside of Ft. Hood, to visit my parents and do an egg hunt. Lot's of family there, …

is feeling OK
http://myspace.com/midnightsurfer12 37 year old father of two wonderful, rambunctious boys. Joshua who is four, and Jacob who just turned 16 months. I'm going to be raising these two little ones after my stbx flipped out and decided that single and without kids was the new life she wanted. We were married for 13yrs and decided to end thing Feb 3 of 2008. I'm getting along well with things and have decided to embrace my new life and to rebuild it better than what it once was.
I love to cook, usually on the grill. I also tinker with cars, and computers. Kept a saltwater reef for about 10 years.. the hobby is a money pit..had to give it up after the second child was born. Love all kinds of music, my taste is very eclectic, from the Chilli Peppers to Enya..Black Flag, to Culture Club...yes I said it. My favorite though is any kind of house or trance.. I love to dance..just not out in the clubs anymore.
Had a real nice day today.. Drove up to Killeen...right outside of Ft. Hood, to visit my parents and do an egg hunt. Lot's of family there, …
We've been together for 13 years and one night after a stupid fight she tells me it's over. No emotion no pain from her. Just that it's over. Now I am left with raising two sons and there is a gaping hole in my chest where my heart once was. The only thing that keeps me here on this earth are my two boys and the fact that they will need their father.
My best friend and wife of 13 yrs recently had an affair. Our relationship in her eyes ended before she met this man, even though we were still married. The affair lasted a couple of months, then she came to the realization that she was throwing everything away, me, the kids, our future. She is now back at home living with me and our lives move forward....I wish I could find away to stop thinking of them together, or stop feeling the anger and hurt that rushes over me like a wave.