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Saturday, July 5, 2008 | A Rambling story

I know last time I wrote I was very positive, I still am a little. It is almost four pm on saturday. Iam waiting for my daughter to get home from work and waiting for my hubby to wake up. I laid down and took a nap. I think I slept for two hours, I know I slept for an hour. Josh is and has been doing some computer work for a client of his. That is a client outside of his normal job. I need him to get paid from her. We need to buy just a few groceries. One thing is cigarette filters. No I have not quit yet and my doctor said I dont have to right now. She says I have enough to deal with right now to add that on top of everything. What I need to do is to invest in the 50.00 dollar machine that makes cigarettes. I can't seem to make them with the cheaper one. But if I have that much money it needs to go to food. We do have more in the house since last time I wrote a journal entry. I have been in so much more pain since my Cymbalta was lowered. It did help with the bi polar problems. I guess I have to have one or the other . I will settle for the pain. Just one more month a little less then one month I will finally get to see my pain doctor. He better make some major changes or I am going to get really pissed off. I know that he has all these regulations to deal with. But I want to get out there and live my life. If that means I am really doped up to do it then so be it. I would rather be doped up then Live like this any longer.

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