There's a black cloud over my head.
July 23, 2008 12:23pm
Yesterday was one of the worst days of my life.
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Thehouseofboo
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I deserve everything i get.
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About Me
FUCK MULTIPLE SCLEROSIS! ::It's a cold, having just been mugged feeling.:: ::You watch me like a ten-car highway wreck with detached, vulgar curiosity. This looking down at the tops of the hats of us passers-by from your seventh floor balcony.::
Interests
Somehow morphing MS from an autoimmune disease into the form of a person so i can beat the living shit out of them. Murder, son. Oh, and blowing up the Smirnoff distillery.
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Psychoanalyze me.
July 16, 2008 12:49pm
I feel so weak. I know it's mostly from lack of activity. Since i quit my job over a week ago i haven't done much. I mostly lay in bed or sit …
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Just like everyone else.
July 15, 2008 12:17am
Why can't i be healthy? Why can't my biggest worry be soaring gas prices.
I hate not knowing.
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Trading in my legs for wheels..?
July 13, 2008 12:31pm
I'm probably just being paranoid but for the past week or so it feels as if my legs are getting weaker and weaker by the day. My legs even …
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Hitting the ground face-first.
July 6, 2008 1:52am
So, on Wednesday, my day off/ doctor appointment day my mother decided not to go into work but wasn't there when i had woken up. I was recovering …
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I am so sorry! You are having my Monday. Just the thought of food made me sick and I had to cook! Now just left with headache and bowel spasms. Drink plenty of fluids if you can stomach them and keep the faith. Tomorrow will be a better day!
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Hope you feel better tomorrow!!!!
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hang in there, we're with you. I know what the feeling is like, i have been going through it every day lately, and this heat is making it worse.
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No one deserves the S**T that MS can dish out. Be kind to yourself, and know you are loved.
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Goal End Date is Sep 13, 08 51 more days.Current Weight (Lbs)140 -
Support Groups
Close Multiple Sclerosis (MS)
Type: Relapsing-remitting MSMy name is Lisa. On January 26th i went to the ER after a few days of double vision. They ran some tests and admitted me into the hospital. I went through an MRI and on Jan. 28th, 2008 I was diagnosed with MS. It's not easy. I experience relapses very frequently. I've never felt so down on myself and my future. MS is my enemy and that fucker is winning.
Treatments
- Copaxone Too Soon to Tell
- Started on the 21st of March. I've been on it for over 3 months now and already experienced two relapses. Hopefully this shit kicks in and starts doing it's job. I still think it's nothing more than vinegar.
- Prednisone Working / Worked
- I've taken it so much that it doesn't effect me anymore. So when i have a relapse i have to grin and bear it.
- Solumedrol Working / Worked
- Turned me into a complete psychopath. A drowsy, weak, psychopath. But it works. And that's all that matters.
Close Fibromyalgia
I have Fibromyalgia with acute Allodynia as a result of my MS. Woo, life just keeps getting better!
Treatments
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- Cleared up my symptoms with absolutely no side effects. I still take it in fear that if i don't everything will come back, though.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI finally went and saw a psychiatrist at the prompting of the MS center because they said i was chronically depressed. NO SHIT! The psychologist said there was no question about it. As if i didn't already know.
Treatments
- Zoloft Not Working
- I was prescribed the generic of Zoloft when i got out of the hospital after being diagnosed with Multiple Sclerosis. I never gave it a chance to work, though.
- Anafranil Not Working
- I took it once. The psychiatrist said if i was going to find the right med i had to at least try them. Well 2 before bed and i spent 5 hours violently vomiting in the middle of the night. Thats enough for me to shoot something down. When your body expels something outside of the natural course of digestion chances are its telling you its bad.
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