is feeling Horrible
has to give him space and hope he'll come back around...but why does it have to be so hard? :/
I'm a senior in high school. I'm captain of my high school dance team. I LOVE to dance. Fashion is my passion of life. I'm planning on going to CSULB in Long Beach, California to gain a business degree in fashion merchandising. I then plan to move to NYC to hopefully own my own boutique. I'm a hopeless romantic. But I'm starting to give up on love...I have big dreams and plan to fulfill them. :]
Dancing, music, friends... Dancing is my savior. It's my life. It makes me so happy. When I dance, all of my problems drift away...all I think about is the dance, and I don't have to think about my ED or criticism or worries. Music is great. I LOVE Tokio Hotel. They're an amazinggg German band. One of my favorite songs is "Vegas Skies" by The Cab. That's an amazing band as well. :] Music can help me through a lot. I love my friends, but they don't know about my ED. No one but my boyfriend does. I'm afraid that no one would understand...I don't think they would. But I'm generally a happy girl. I love living life and having fun! :D
December 10, 2008 7:02pm
i kept all my food down today so far. ALL of it. i even ate breakfast. about 20 minutes ago, my mom walks into my room and goes "did you go …
December 10, 2008 1:39am
*sigh*
my mom found out i've been purging again.
she was furious. it was like the same thing as when she found out 2 and a half years ago when it …
November 27, 2008 1:15am
i've done nothing but binge yesterday and today. i feel awful. i've been purging after every meal again. a little while ago, i saw chocolate …
November 25, 2008 4:30pm
things haven't been good.
i've been purging almost everything i eat back up. i can't control it. i feel disgusting. IBS symptoms are back, …
November 15, 2008 3:10pm
i've been purging again.
i went through that strong period of almost 130 days of no purging. then i purged twice one weekend. and then went about …
Keep going and keep your chin held high
Happy Holidays to you too!
Doing great now, but still have Christmas to get through but I deal with that when it gets here...
I'm doing OK I guess. The Holidays I tend to be bummed most of the time. I never know what to do with myself, but that's OK. God Bless and hope you have a nice Thanksgiving! oxoxox Shannon
Doing great hun, how about yourself?
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I'm 17 and I've been struggling with eating disorders for about 2 years now. It started with Anorexia, and then progressed into Bulimia. I purged constantly, but I've finally stopped. I'm slipping back into Anorexia though. I'm restricting again. I only weigh 90lbs, but the fear of becoming fat is back and I'm slipping into relapse. My eating disorder has gotten into my head. Every time I start to get better, it pulls me back...I don't know what to do anymore. :/
