preciousxolaur's Journal

I've been doing good on my diet and going to the gym.  I went to the doc on Monday. I still have the bladder infection.  I am now on a heavy dose of antibiotics that I have to continue to take for a month.  He said that some women just get alot of bladder infections and right now i have a super infection.  I need to continue with the meds to get rid of it and prevent it from comming back.  He gave me pain meds to try to help with the discomfort im having.  He also said that after my last two months of lupron I have to start a continuos birth control pill so i wont have my periods.  He is hoping that will keep the endometriosis quiet.  I hope it helps.  I want my bladder infection away already so that i can go back to my normal work out ( 4 miles on the treadmill) right now with the pain im having i can only do 1 and a half and that is pushing it.  I am feeling really discouraged.  I feel like no matter what i do its not enough.  I am gaining weight instead of loosing it and i am trying my hardest.  I am taking a bunch of different vitamins each day and im still sick and in pain.  What gives. I am at a loss right now. I dont know what to do anymore.