krying's Journal

I am really not feeling good today, I feel like I am catching the flu and I dont want it! My husband has been getting on my last nerve, he keeps making the comment about my 2 yr old climbing on everything that he doesnt want to bury another child and I yelled at him to SHUT UP and never make such a comment again! That comment went straight to my heart and made me cry. Are all men stupid or is it just him? He can be so insensitive...

I think a lot about my baby and now when I think about him I try to think about how perfect he was, and smile and it actually helps me to cope with this a little bit. It still of course hurts badly that I cant go pick him up and love on him, but I tell him so many times a day how much I love and miss him. My heart still breaks at the thought that I cant have him with me. I would have been 38 weeks pregnant Friday his due date was Feb 29 that will be a hard day too.

I LOVE YOU VEEEEERRRRRRY MUCH DAVID WYATT ADAMS, YOU ARE GREATLY MISSED!!!!!!!! I HOPE YOU CAN HEAR ME SO MANY TIMES A DAY WHEN I AM TELLING YOU I LOVE YOU!

IN LOVING MEMORY OF MY SWEET BABY BOY DAVID WYATT ADAMS JANUARY 27 2008