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Journal Entry for February 6, 2008 Mood
Wednesday, February 6, 2008

I think I may be feeling a little better today. I am still so very sad by David Wyatts death, but I am trying to learn to cope. One way I feel like I could cope is by having another baby and Tim is saying no, but like some of my new friends are saying give him time and maybe he will change his mind. I dont know if he will or not, because he says we werent even trying with Wyatt so we arent gonna try for another baby. I really hope that he will reconsider.

Sometimes I still feel pregnant, like I can feel Wyatt's little kicks and I just look up to the clouds and tell Wyatt I Love you too, Sweet Pea. It is such a hard thing to deal with.  This has definately made me where I am not afraid to die, though I want to at least see my other kids grow up.

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  1. Leosmommy

    just keep taking small steps forward. we are here for you.


    Leosmommy

  2. NicOG

    I know this is such a hard thing to deal with. You are handeling this so well. Wyatt is so proud of his mommy.


    NicOG

  3. krying

    Thank you I know he wouldnt want me to be cryng so much he would want me to be happy and I am trying so hard to be. Its just so hard when your whole life was ripped away from you,


    krying

  4. toosoon

    i am truely Very sorry! one day at a time.


    toosoon

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