Journal Entry for March 19, 2007
everyday when I wake up i ask myself the same thing... is life suppose to be this hard? never in a million years have i ever imagined that my life …
is feeling Horrible
I'm Nickel everyone calls me Nik. I am 19 years old. I love music. I play drums and several other instruments. I like rock music of all kinds. I love frogs and fairies and horror movies.
everyday when I wake up i ask myself the same thing... is life suppose to be this hard? never in a million years have i ever imagined that my life …
Everyday seems to be the same. nothing gets better. but at least my bf called me. I was gonna call him tomorrow but he beat me to it. SO that made me …
o today was another bad day. layed in bed all day and cried cuz I was in so much pain. even though the methadone did not help very much, i stil dont …
well i got out of teh hospital today. been in there for a couple weeks. not fun. my pancreas of course. and now I am in even more pain then usual. My …
today I got to have v-day with my man. it was nice. he took em to dinner and then dancing but I started feeling bad and I was puking and passing out …
I have had G.I problems for about 9 years now. They didnt find out my pancreas was part of the problem unitl it was to late and it almsot killed me. Now I am battling this plus several other serious G.I diseases. I have been in pain for 9 years now. Its constant and never goes away. I can barely be a regualr 19 year old and live my life. I cant keep going like this. I need help. My family is very tired and stressed.
I'm 19 and when I was 17 I was diagnogsed with Hypothyroidism. my thyroid stopped working all together
I'm 19. I am depressed from being very Ill since I was in 6th grade and I have been in constant chronic pain for 9 years,
i'm lactose Intolerant. dairy makes me so sick and interferes with ym other G.I diseases