Been feeling sad and weak lately. . .trying not to think about the past and my sister- but every once in a while I do.
Trying to be happy with what I have right now and understand that things will come in time. Dating is so frustrating and just wish I had someone in my family to talk to about it but I can tell my father/brother. . .They will never understand.
I'll be going home for the holiday weekend. . Hopefully to clear my head, have a BBQ, and do some shopping.
Life sucks. . why can't I just say what I want to say and say what I mean at the same time. . .It's just so hard to explain everything.
I know I can't have everything my way. . but to settle for nothing at all. This sucks!!!!
Why do relationships have to be so hard?
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