LeLeC’s Profile

Open Sexual Abuse

got molested by 3 cousins,raped by 1 cousin and xh and x fiance

Open Physical & Emotional Abuse

I have been emo and phys abused it seems my whole life..seems also like I am right now :( by some ppl.

Treatments

Abuse Counseling Working / Worked

therapist does home visits,helps some

Forgiveness Working / Worked

Im saved

Leave Working / Worked

I ran away with oldest daughter and started a new life

Music Working / Worked

Gospel Music and Old R and B and Rap helps a lot.

Talking Working / Worked

i talk to my husband councelor and grandma..most of all i talk to God(pray)

Open Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder

i cant even explain where to begin..u'll have to read my journal to see

Treatments

Depakote Too Soon to Tell

Depakote Too Soon to Tell

Depakote Too Soon to Tell

Open Panic Attacks

been having them since 05....

Treatments

Depakote Too Soon to Tell

Depakote Too Soon to Tell

Open Congenital Heart Disease

my son is 4mos and has arrythmia,patent ductus arteriosis,and gerd as well..im so stressed!the dr@ the hptl where i had him saw how he was breathing,dismissed it,sent us home,only to find out a week later and almost too late.jaiden has been in the hsptl 4 times..im so stressesd and worried for my lil man!!

Open Breakups & Divorce

been divorced for 4 years now...very rocky relationship...he was a cheat and very abusive in all ways.

Treatments

Leave Working / Worked

moved to another town after he ran over me for the second time

Love Working / Worked

found my new husband he is great

Music Working / Worked

helps a little i cry it out thinking of all the bad times i had and good even though im not with him.helps ease my mind alot.

Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful

already was seeing a therapist anyways..helps some

Support from Friends & Family Not Working

they are sort of two faced about my ex and my oldest daughter..they treat her different and they make me feel bad all the time half the time they take up for him even though he has only seen her 11 times since she was 5mos-she is 6 1/2. my friends are more supportive than my family.

Talking Working / Worked

i talk to DS and my husband...

Time Somewhat Helpful

has helped quite a bit long as it isnt talking to him!!

Open Healthy Sex

would like to have better sex life with my hubby without my past sexual abuses getting in the way anymore

Treatments

Patience Working / Worked

trying to get back to what he is used to with me...for a long time we would have sex then not then it would make me feel upset b/c of the past and i would cry...just waiting for it to get better

Prayer Working / Worked

we have been praying for a healthy sex life..starting to get there as we speak

Open Personality Disorders
Type: Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD)

just found out i am BPD...im so terrified

Open ADHD / ADD

I just found out I still have this :( Plus my oldest daughter has it too

Treatments

Daytrana Working / Worked

N.,my oldest daughter,wears the patch.It has made a difference for sure.

Music Working / Worked

It helps me out a lot.b/c I dont take meds for it..I just found out I still have it from PDoc.

Research Working / Worked

I do lots of research on all my conditions and it helps

Ritalin Not Working

I took this when I was younger,made me a zombie and my parents took me off of it and dealt with me.

Open Phobia
Type: Agoraphobia (fear of open spaces)

i am agoraphobic,dont like being around lots of ppl but trying to fix it..I go out only when I know theres hardly anyone there where im going

Open Internet Addiction

I now really seem to only have friends online..none of my so called "friends" call me or talk to me much if even at all and the internet has helped pacify me-LOL