Journal Entry for August 2, 2008
To everyone who has been my help and support im so sorry im not here to give it back
im not sure how to handle myself so im just staying …
is feeling OK
i looked up on the internet for help with deprssion and husbands who just get up and leave, twice .and you think you know someone but no i didnt. I feeling me again not someones mum or wife me .. not there just yet but bollocks im not going into a mad state ..well hopefully not .
i love animals and greenpeace i campain agaisnt all blood sports and have been arrested many times for stopin the fox hunting, i love animals more than humans unconditonal love from them. i have two children there wonderful a girl whos 17 and a boy of 14 there very good kind loving children (my gens) i love the out doors .
To everyone who has been my help and support im so sorry im not here to give it back
im not sure how to handle myself so im just staying …
Im up down but not as ready to chuck in the towel. The hamster wheel is one im trying to get offfffffffffffff once on it you …
well life has something in it which is kicking me down as many ways as poss . iHAD TO HAVE MY DARLING DOG BASIL PUT TO SLEEP YEATERDAY AN THAT …
when oh when do i iether get a slap in the face or do i grow some bollocks i have never been such a pityful arshole .
well im like an old record for the younger people on here thats a cd thts stuck .i look in the mirror and i say who the fuks that im just not the …
Thanx you SO much for the support and understanding! I just dont know what I would do without this group. For some reason, it is a great help to me to know I am not alone, although, I would not wish this feeling on even my worst enemy. I know the day will come that it will be HIS turn to know how I feel now and he will know that you get paid back when you do something evil like what he has done to me!
THANKS. NO PROBLEM. YOU ARE IN MY THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS, TOO.
text me ur msn addy
You are so welcome
It does not sound like you are doing very good. So I give you this from me and I hope that all getts better soon.
up n down then i get on my hamster wheel and whizz all the shit in my head around till i fall offffffffff xx