hoopigapi's Journal

I just said the hardest prayer I have ever had to say in my life and I actually am in tears because I feel so much closer to God, I feel like I have finally really accepted what he wants for my life and I know he is here getting me through this. I have prayed for the other woman, that God would help her to find him in her life and that he would help guide her because she is obviously lonely and insecure (even if she is a cute little size 2 or 0) and she is really going to need to go to God and ask forgiveness and be sincere. I don't know if she thinks she has God in her life, but she will never truly have a path with God unless she turns to him and asks forgiveness for what she has done to my family.

I will forgive her and let God deal with her. If I call her, I will tell her that.

I can do all thing through Christ who strengthens me.