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July 29, 2008 7:00pm
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pperry919’s Profile
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pperry919
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About Me
Divorced female. I went back to school at the ripe old age of 55. If all goes according to my plan I'll be a Dental Assistant in 2009. I still have grief issues since my Sweetheart passed away on 12-8-6. Only when I'm with some of my "silly" friends, you know, the kids I've met at school who really don't know me that well, they just know what they see or what they think they see at any rate. In my alone time the pain just never goes away and quite frankly, I don't see it really getting any easier to live with but I know I have to keep on keepin' on. I do have a lot of love in my heart still and just wonder what to do with it. I have a very small family and I kinda feel minimal support over my grief so I just swallow it and make jokes to try to go on. I hope I will see my Sweetie again. He'd be happy with me to know I'm still not smokin'.
Interests
Music, computers, school, movies, friends and my lovely Daughter and 2 grand children.
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Journal
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Journal Entry for March 1, 2007
March 1, 2007 8:00pm
I found some old emails in my IN-Basket and Sent basket from My Joe today. Oh My God how they made me ache. I cried all the way home from work. …
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Journal Entry for February 15, 2007
February 15, 2007 9:48pm
I worked all day and since I had such a sad day yesterday I was exhausted today. When I came home from work I went directly to bed. Got up to watch …
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Journal Entry for February 14, 2007
February 14, 2007 7:35pm
Today is Valentine's Day. It's the first one without My Joe. I just feel like dying because I'm already dead on the inside. I just don't know how …
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Journal Entry for February 12, 2007
February 12, 2007 7:52pm
I haven't cried yet today but I know I will. I wear a little angel pin that reminds me of My Joe every day. I've thought about him several times …
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Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Partner/SpouseMy Sweetheart passed on to heaven on 12-8-6. Many of my friends and family could't understand our connection. Quite frankly, sometimes the 2 of us didn't understand it but through it all we alway knew we had a love for each other that neither of us had ever felt before. I'm so very very sad and sick at heart. I ache for my Joe.
Treatments
- Crying Not Working
- Grief Counseling Too Soon to Tell
- Prayer Too Soon to Tell
- Psychotherapy Considering
Close Financial Challenges
Today is my 55th birthday. I got fired last Friday. I'm broke, divorced and alone. Ya gotta know what I'm thinking.
Treatments
- Budgeting Not Working
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