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I am a junior in college, love scrapbooking and shopping pretty much more then life. Super close with my mom and love my dog, the dad drives me insane with immaturity but I guess he's lovable too. Friends have always been a struggle because i either let them in too much or keep up my walls... I have had an eating disorder for over 5 years and been IP twice. I have been struggling with depression for 8 years, so I am just trying to get myself together and make the best of college time I have left and obvi life in general.
finding myself and loving who I find.
trappedWana gave freddie50 a Hug 8:33pm
Hey noticed your dealing with "swapping eds" and I am in that same boat. It is SO hard and so time consuming.…
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trappedWana gave MidnightRendezvous a Hug 9:56pm
Thanks so much for your sweet words. I really appreciate the kindness, especially right now when I am…
trappedWana gave Shifra a Hug 8:52pm
I am feeling the exact same way, although I am actually a little chunkier then I once was, not "fat"…
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July 9, 2008 7:07pm
I am having a friends from school come visit this weekend, my boyfriend says she knows I have an ED but i never told her, although there was a HUGE …
hey sweety-thanks!
Hi, how are you?
Sorry about your grandfather. I wish peace for your heart
I want to give you flowers today. Oh, some days just putting one foot in front of the other is so painful. Hang in there. Some day you will find JOY!! It will happen.
I REALLY do understand your feelings. My mom had about one year from getting the diagnosis until he passing. But the first par of tha 6 months, she went on trips, I took her to the swim pool (made her feel better), she went to sports her kids were in....then the last four months or so she was in a hospital. As far as my brother goes, he is recently diagnosed, I sense that his is going to his lungs very quickly. Anyway....this is my second go of it and somedays I get pretty down...but, my biggest help is this sight. It brings me hope, encourages me to stay postive and I pray all day lone
my grandfather is in is last wks of tis awful illness... n i am stuck 7 hours away at college while my mom n aunt deal as best they can
Had to leave college once because of my eating disorder.... never been secure that I like my school enough to stay, but I do because i dont have ideas where else to go because my therapist tinks it's good for me to be away since i am super close to my mom, but that just makes it even harder most of the time.
