This weight has to go
May 23, 2008 8:26pm
Hi to all of my friends. I am really feeling so much better and actually am finding a little more energy. I am now realizing that if I could take …
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DArn
is feeling Horrible
About Me
Professional falsely accused of taking drugs. Law suit pending. Extremely Depressed . Find it hard to get out of bed, socialize. Used to be a proud, independent woamn who loved people. I am so depressed now, I dont know if I will ever get out of the dark hole. Many friends who try to help but I am at the point of not wanting to be here anymore...
Interests
Used to be golf, cross country skiing, reading, friends and travel. Now...nothing really interests me
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Finally....a little light
May 4, 2008 6:24pm
Just wanted to sit down and journal today. Finally I feel like I may be a little better. I love my new job and really love patient contact again. …
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Finally a little better
April 16, 2008 7:49pm
Hi All, I have this entire week off between jobs. I am so happy to get back to patient care.I start Care Coordination next week.The bad news is that …
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((((BIG HUGS)))) hope u are ok
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Thank you for your sweet comments on my journal. Mike
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Hey there, how are you doing? How is work going? Hope all is good with you. xx
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Hey great to hear from you!! Thanks for your words of encouragement!! Have a Grrreat day!! ;)
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*HUGE huggles* How are you? What you been up to today? Luvya Becka xoxox
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionAdopted at age 4 into a verbally and emotionally abusive mom, but a loving dad that was on the road most of the time. He died when I was 9. I am a nurse who was one of the best in her hospital for 25 years, something happened where I was falsely accused of taking narcotics. I am in the throngs of a law suit and very depressed. I have had depresssion most of my life. Nursing was/is my passion. I am now doing computer work in the hospital. I absolutely hate it and miss patient care tremendously.
Treatments
- Prozac Not Working
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Writing Somewhat Helpful
Close Anxiety
I have depression and anxiety. Some situational, some not. I worry 24/7. Always waiting for the next shoe to drop. Basically raised myself.
Treatments
- Klonopin Somewhat Helpful
- Sort of works
- Meditation Considering
- I have trouble, because I cant focus long enough to really meditate
- Positive Thinking Not Working
Open Fitness Goals
Due to depression...I cant even get out and walk. I used to run 4 miles a day. Have gained alot of weight with Ambien(i get up in the night and eat)I need something to be passionate about, so that I stick with it.
Treatments
- Elliptical Trainer Working / Worked
- worked when I used it
- Hiking Working / Worked
- When I did it, it made me stronger
- Running Working / Worked
- worked when I did it
Open Eating Disorders
Have gained 40 pounds in about 6 months.I feel terrible abooout myself It came with a terrible bout of depression and I am not so sure that the drug ambien did not contribute to it. However, I take the blame. I have not ben doing any physical activity ecxept working and nor my joints hut so much, that it is really hard.My depression is some better, but my weight now inhibits me socially.
Treatments
- Dietitian Consult Working / Worked
- Not really working
- Prozac Working / Worked
- Not working
- Topamax Working / Worked
- Just started
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