Journal Entry for February 16, 2008
"Its failure that I fear most of all, not the unknown, not rejection, not even fear it's self. Failure, it's a pretty daunting …
is feeling Bad
23 been married for almost 2 years. Theres not much else to say, I'm a student majoring in Journalism. I have a prity dull life for a 23 year old.
Shopping (its retail therapy), girly movies, music, my animals...
"Its failure that I fear most of all, not the unknown, not rejection, not even fear it's self. Failure, it's a pretty daunting …
I have always wanted to be a model, before I met my husband I was close to acheving that goal, but ever since I met him I put it on the backburner …
When God takes something from your grasp, He is not punishing you,but merely opening your hands to receive something better.
I understand how you are feeling..I was in a similar situation.
thank you very much, Melanine. Hug S
my poem, my new friend GOODBYE LOVE I miss the cuddling Your words of love I miss the hugs and kisses I miss your love I would remove mountains To feel that again But it is too late for us As I opened my eyes I don't want you The you I know now Who can disrespect my feelings Filled with anger...unkind Goodbye my love I wish you well Just emotions And they too shall pass Please don't call me Don't pretend we are friends Don't take my kindness for weakness Be honest with yourself
Hi, Melanie. Thank you. Some days are better than others, but overall I am feeling better than ever before, even during the marriage. So, it takes a while, but it keeps getting better a day at a time. Sometimes I wish I could learn hiting my head less often...lol...all the best to you! Hug S
I am 23 years old, been married for almost 2 years. I'm not sure about much anymore. Since we got married he has turned into a completely different person, he's controlling, needy, overly sensitive, and childish. I'm not sure if I'm in love with him anymore, and looking back I'm not sure if I ever was. The onlything holding me back really is I guess Fear. I'm afraid what will happen if I become "divorced", will I ever meet someone else, will I be happier, Will I regret it?