The past couple of days have really …
The past couple of days have really sucked for me.In lots of pain ,no sleep,and very depressed.PMS is the cause of some …
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Well I havent been five days without a drink for I know atleast two years now. Since my last attempt to quit when Petie was one. Im having alot of inner turmoil. I know that I dont want to drink but I miss the lovely feeling of letting go with that first drink. Bye, Bye problems bye, bye anxiety, bye, bye people. The good thing now is that I know that that will only work for a couple of hours. Then I'll try to sleep and wake up with rapid heart beats, sweating and feeling like Im going to puke all over the place. Then comes the morning... pounding head, sick to my stomach and a day full of kids and responsibilities. Now I know its not worth it for a couple of hours of escaping. But some how you still want to do it.
IM JUST FREAKING OUT THIS MORNING! NO RYME OR REASON JUST FREAKING! I dont want to hear any noise (joke in this house)or have to talk to anyone (another joke). Definitely to much to ask to have atleast a half of day off with nothing to do but nothing at all.
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Hi Gloria,
thanks for your words to me. I know what it is like to want peace and quiet with kids around. Stay strong your words tell me that you know it is time.
The problem with the first drink is it's too much and then it seems like 10's not enough and when you wake up the problems are still there.
You are further along then me and I wish you continued sobriety. Do it for yourself.
Take care,
Deb
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