Journal Entry for May 16, 2008
The eating was getting better now I am starting to not eat. This Anxiety thing is controlling my life! The therapist wants to see if medication would …
is feeling OK
I am a junior in high school. I live in the country with my mom and dad, and all your animals. My life revolves around horses. I compete in 3day eventing all over the country.I am training for nationals for 2008. When I was in Florida on Fed. 21, 2007 jumping an unruly horse I fell on my head and from that day on my life has changed forever. My personality changed, but the biggest thing was the eating I was just never hungry (so why eat). I also am a perfectionist and I am so far from perfect.
*Equestrian*, Tennis, Racing (skiing), Traveling the World, Have a great time with friends
The eating was getting better now I am starting to not eat. This Anxiety thing is controlling my life! The therapist wants to see if medication would …
I just feel as if I am hitting up against a brick wall. I feel bad about everything I do. I just want to be perfect. My father is so hard on me and …
*huggles*
hey..x
hi. I saw ur post in the SI communtiy. im more than happy to talk ot u about SI if u need someone to talk to. Take care xx
THINKING OF YOU, HOPING YOU'RE DOING OK. JUST WANTED YOU TO KNOW ALSO, THAT I THINK YOU'RE A SPECIAL PERSON. NO MATTER WHAT YOU MAY THINK & I ONLY SPEAK THE TRUTH... LOL HOPE ALL IS OK.. XOXOXOXOXO
*hugz* wuz up girl? write back when you get a chance k??
Hi Everyone, I need to know about cutting. Today was not a good day for me! I started cutting myself. I am only 17yr and have actually been on a good path in life. I have been overwhelmed with anxiety lately and almost feel as if I want to be violent. A friend at school today saw my wrist and now I think that she going to say soemthing to ppl at school. What is going to happen if she does? I am already in therapy once a week, but I don't want to have to be sent away. I can't stop cutting!