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I'm from Arizona. I like to read. I like small dogs. Been struggling with some mental/emotional issues.
January 23, 2008 12:45pm
I feel like such a loser. I am unwilling to write a goal for myself because I feel too overwhelmed in even thinking about one. There is …
Diagnosed Jan '07. Am stable on meds at moment but not able to stop eating as I have had an eating disorder since the age of 13. I am now 48. I feel a lot of shame when my weight is high as it is at present. I am on disability through my workplace and am also ashamed that I am unable to work. I do not like to leave my house because I don't want others to see me. I am able to get to therapy and other doctor appointments as well as a little bit of shopping. House is disorganized.
Have had binge eating disorder since age of 13 and am now 48. Am now at heaviest weight again. A year ago at this date I weighed 100 pounds less. Am embarrassed to be seen and do not go outside house unless to doctor or therapist.
I have lost 130 pounds and regained almost 17 times thus far in my life. I'm 48. I'm at highest weight again. I had something bad happen regarding food when I was a young teen. I've been in and out of hosipitals and therapies my lifetime. Am currently in therapy 2x per week and see my psychiatrist monthly. Am on disability from work. I am really in to eating my sugars right now. Nothing anyone says makes a difference. Am also being treated for bipolar disorder/personality disorder/depre
I am kind, sweet person. I am afraid of people but have "covered it up" until I often crash and get in to one of my deprissive episodes. DO NOT want my friends. I want only me and my little dog. I want only safety of my condo, my computer and tv and of course food. I want to have less to do with people as possible.
