how?
September 28, 2008 11:20am
How does one truly come to accept a loss so great?
I try but it is failing.
Almost a year has gone by and each day is as lonely and painful as the day …
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allthewaytogodshouse
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does life get bleakest before it ends or before it gets better?
About Me
mother of 3, daughter passed away only 7 wks ago. She left behind 3 beautiful children. My faith has been shaken to the bone by this. I am lonely and fearful of the future, and my heart is aching for my baby girl. She is 26 years old, and still and always will be my baby girl
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I am usually very interested in reading and music, but right now can't sit still long enough to read, and can't listen to music without crying. My Grandson is my joy right now, and my surviving sons. Dont' see them nearly enough though.
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sadness
September 6, 2008 11:44am
It is a week from Estelles birthday. She will or would be twenty seven. It will be almost a year since she left us, and still my life is shattered …
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aug 27th
August 27, 2008 11:04am
All i can say if life is not what it was. The sun shines a little less, the happy times are tainted. I am tired and weary, and i miss you so. The …
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another month gone by
August 10, 2008 10:29pm
My sweet sweet girl. I am still here waiting for you to come to me in some way, to tell me you are ok, and that you are out there in some capacity. I …
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he smiled when he seen your pic.
July 19, 2008 3:09pm
I have Jordan on Sat. and Sun now, and today he wanted me to open the locket around my neck with his mom's picture. I did, and he literally …
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Don't come out here too much anymore... too hard... but just wanted you to know I am thinking about you. Hope you are OK. A huge hug to you!
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Felt like you could use some flowers to brighten your day. God bless. Love Debbie
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i can only validate and take comfort in how you feel. Ditto every bit of it. God is the only one that can "fix" this for us. I can only hold on tight and hope.....
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((((Norma)))) Thinking of you and your sweet Estelle today. I am doing okay, thank you. Take good care of you. Love you.
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Just wanted to send a hug and prayers to you. I love you and pray that God uses your grandchildren to comfort your heart. No, they can't or never will take the place of your daughter,but I do know from my own personal experience that God can use these sweet children to bring a healing to our broken hearts. I pray that God comforts you and surrounds you with his love and peace. Love Debbie
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Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Childmy daughter was 26 yrs old, had 2 daughters, and a son of 14 months. she developed pneumonia, and went into septic shock. She didn't make it, and now i am facing the agony of life without her. Is she ok? Does she know i love her,can she see us now. I don't know, and it is killing me
Treatments
- Crying Not Working
- the tears come so easily, from apparently nowhere
- Grief Counseling Too Soon to Tell
- makes me cry, and need to wear sunglasses on the bus home
- Music Too Soon to Tell
- meditation and bereavement tapes
- Pets Not Working
- poor squeaks thinks i am crazy crying all the time
- Prayer Somewhat Helpful
- as long as i keep praying which makes doing anything else impossible
- Remembering Not Working
- i cry when i remember the good times cause i know i will have no more with her
- Support from Friends & Family Considering
- some people are very supportive, others disruptive, though well meaning, nothing really they can do if they can't bring her back
- Support Groups Working / Worked
- Talking Considering
- hopefully i will meet someone who knows more than me, who can share
- Time Too Soon to Tell
- will time ever heal this heart of mine. ?
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