nowheregirl's Journal

Wood ticks everywhere, lots of tears all the time, and men, not enough good ones around, and they all are driving me crazy.

1st, Wood ticks. YUK. I live in the woods, the little Lyme's disease ones are out in huge numbers. Last week I got bumps all over my head from them. I have had so many again, in my hair and on my head. They make you paranoid, and itchy.

Men, the one I love won't be human, my son is calling less, and a couple new guys that call just ain't anything I want.

Tears, oh when will they just stop coming out of my head?? I took a nap after working all nite. I woke up crying. That is only the 2nd time that has happened. Before at least I remembered the dream.

I have to go mow the lawn now, so more of those creepy little things wil get me. I spray myself, and it does no good. They are loving my head in particular, and I fear that digging into my scalp so close to your brain, would speed up the chance of getting Lymes.  Don't know, just seems kinda scary. Anyone a nurse???

I am real behind in my homework. This instructor does not state what she wants very clearly, and says that. Oh good. I was a good student, now I am ready to quit.

Have to mow the lawn. It will take forever. Have so much, and it is so long. The rider died, so I push, and think. And it quits alot. So much for a good day.

One of my prerequisites for a new man will be he comes complete with a riding lawn mower and willing to push one up the damn huge hill. HAHA  That will be the test. He does all that, I give a little of what he wants. Ugly or not.