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Journal Entry for February 14, 2008
Thursday, February 14, 2008

2 day has been both good and bad. My husband  went with me 2  the dentist office because when i go there i usually end up having an anxiety attack. But while i was in there, i had 2 get a tooth pulled, he was sitting there with a valentine day present 4 me. I love him very much he has changed my life 4 the better. He knows i love horses. He had bought me a glass horses head statue. It's beautiful. But with him everday is valentines day. But the worse part of my day was having this tooth pulled. It needed 2 come out but i am so afraid of needles i have 2 b in a whole lot of pain before i go 2 the dentist. Ever since the novacaine has worn  off it has been hurting really bad. I cannot even go 2 sleep 4 it.. I just want 2 thank every one of my friends on this site. They have helped me a lot. I needed someone else 2 give me their advice or opinion about different things that r going on in my life and about bipolar disorder. I did not realize that so many people had it. I was so wrong. I almost 4 got 2 b honest i have started back smoking again. I feel like i have failed.  But i will do what i learned in rehab and NA meetings, and that is 2 take 1 day at a time. I found out the hard way that u have 2 forgive yourself. Well that's all 4 now will post another entry 2morrow. Jamie47

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1. 

   sweetie, any day that you go without smoking is a success. Never ever feel like a failure. I told you before; 2 days smoke free will become 2 weeks, then 2 months, and so on. The only failure is if you stop trying. So hang in there babygirl. You'll be just fine.

   
   

   kajunaire

2. 

   lots of love u will quit dont beat yourself up

   
   

   marie65

3. 

   I am still trying to quit smoking. I am there for you. You are doing good. And keep on loving yourself.

   
   

   kattail

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