Journal Entry for August 26, 2008
About this time every year, I wonder what the hell I'm doing. As 2400+ high school kid's come through the door and flex their personalities …
is feeling Excellent
In love with my husband, in love with my kids, in love with my animals. Raised in a wealthy dysfunctional family. Left a highly paid job to work in the public school system. Love the high school kid's - and the time off during the summer! Married into a bossy, type 'A' family. Miss my parent's desperatly (both passed) and often feel alone. Two great sister's, one brother who held on to his inheritence (sp?) as long as he could without working, and now expects to be rich without the bother of work. He drains us all with stories of depression and requests for money. I live in a middle class home - with laughter on a daily basis, and a lot of love.
I love the ocean ... I love riding horses, and my dogs. Reading, good food, entertaining, and snow on Christmas. I love people that are tolerant, and movies that make me laugh or cry. I appreciate passion in anyone who has the energy to focus on a love of their desire. I love people that love people without seeing color or religion.
About this time every year, I wonder what the hell I'm doing. As 2400+ high school kid's come through the door and flex their personalities …
Never in my life have I so openly butted my head in the lives of so many. At first, it was fun and exciting - even funny at times. Then, slowly, as …
I stopped talking about my problems a long time ago. It just gave others the opportunity to judge - or interject their problems. No one really …
Thanks for the hug and message. :)
Hey there, thanks for the hug. Yes it is lonely sometimes, then sometimes I feel like I would love to be alone. :-) So strange. You were very brave to write about this. I get on here nightly and try to get the courage to voice that. Thank you for that. I am really trying to have humor and laughter though all of this, what else can we do? I am afraid that my "woman parts" are going to grow shut and I'll just be a mannequin. And, the sad thing is, I dont even care! So sad but so funny. Thanks for the note and let me know how you are doing! :-)
Things are going alright right now. I had my first counselling session today and it went well. Thank you for your message. I better gt tobed now though, Bill and I are off for our "holiday" (of 3 days) tomorrow morning and I don't want to be tired all day. Take care.
I just read a reponse you wrote in family issues to a gal about favoritism! I just wanted to tell you how much your response to her post, helped me in my own issues. Sometimes we all need alittle reminder of the things are our truly important to us, our own little unit of family and friends. It was a great response with lots of helpful points. Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts. Lorie
I wasn't sure their was an age bracket on D.S. , Oh wait , their isn't . . So . . then, I'm 4 times older than you and I graduated from the University of Michigan School of Architecture and Design revolutionary hippie artist, make love not war child, and a charter member of the "I'm going crazy and that's final club. Nice to know that you're still vertical there girl, what up with you? so that makes me
My moods. Oh my God. I hate myself and the things I say. At work, everyone thinks I walk on water ... I get home and I'm the bitch from the lagoon. I'm emotional - sensitive - and sex is the last thing on my mind. This is what I have to look forward to?
Mr.Mack. The biggest happiest golden, called 'the moose'. We knew he was slowing down, but when he wasn't with Louis-our daschund-begging for bacon yesterday-my heart knew he was gone.I found him outside, behind a bush in his favorite napping area. Curled like he was asleep - paws out in front of him with his head cocked to the side resting on them. Louis went to him nipping at his tail to wake him.I wish I'd been with him. I hope he dosn't knock down God when they meet.Life won't be the same.
rocky marraige