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Journal Entry for January 22, 2008 Mood
Tuesday, January 22, 2008

this month has been quite hard....it was the last month i had with my dad 10 years ago.he passed away on the 18th of feb....im moving citys on the 18thof feb this year and itl b the 10th aniversary,kinda worried about it tho cuz i wont be around my family and il b in a different city!!i wish i could just see him again or atleast say goodbye. i wrote this poem for my dad after he died.

my perfect world
just like a dream
not so perfect as it seemed
my daddy
perfect to me
flawless and loving
and caring you see
never did i think
he would leave me
bang hes gone
on his own free will
my heart has never been so still
my life will never be the same
for he has broken my heart
to this day
i dont know why and i never will
i wish i could have said goodbye
told him i loved him
sung him one last lullaby
life got to much for him i guess
i wish he could have seen
what a mess
it has left
no day the same
no one to blame
i wish that day
never came
daddy i love you
i hope your so free
an angel sent to watch over me
this is my final farewell daddy
i wish this never had to be
just remember ill always be
daddys lil girl
and youll always be
the angel sent to watch over me
so goodbye daddy
its hard to do
i wish i didnt have to
i feel so so blue
please never forget
i love you...
i miss you daddy
bye for now
i wish i could just hug you and tell you i love you
somehow but this is my final farewell
byebye daddy...I LOVE YOU!!

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Comments

  1. Soph827

    Awww hun i'm so sorry 4 ur loss! hope the move all goes well! its hard at first being away from home but you get use to it and have fun :)


    Soph827

  2. bailedy18

    Thats so beautiful
    it will be 9 years since my dad died in may
    pain never goes away huh
    sorry foe your loss bbz


    bailedy18

  3. haylz

    thnx guys my mate tammy made this into a song for me. yea im hoping itl b sweet....i have awesome flatmates one who knows whats going on so she'l keep me on my toes lol....another mate in aucks is taking the day off to spend with me so itl b diffrent not being around family but i think itl b good at the same time.kinda hard to leave my life here tho....i moved to napier for a few months and missed home like heck so im hoping itl b ok.
    xx


    haylz

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