Progress
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Fragile.....today
i am interested in getting rid of bp and going to live on a beach somewhere!
Hope the anxiety is improving... and that you and the girls are well. I'm praying for you all.
I am glad to know you are feeling better, may you stay that way for a long long time!!
I am glad your still here. I hope you are well. I'm here if you need me ok1
I am praying for you, sometimes I look back and try to see the things God has already brought me through, then I will remember even in my trouble and before I was ever saved his hands were over me in my life. I just know that we have a good God and he loves us very much he will never leave your side and in our weakness he will be our strength. wendi
thank you so much for the hug.... been a busy time... but no 'me' time... will read up your journal to see how you've been and then pop back for a chat xxx
As an adult child of an alcoholic I have spent my life doing whatever I can to sabotage any relationship I have had. I have very low self esteem, tons of guilt and shame. I spent 3 weeks in rehab cleaning up the mess from my last relationship -clean 1 year! And I am bipolar. I am working very hard to learn to love myself. I am now engaged to the most wonderful man. He knows the past, is living with the present, and still wants a future. I am determined to get this one right.
I cut myself for the first time tonight
I have had anxiety most of my life. It is has gotten worse in the past few years. I was also diagnosed with BP back in August 07. I am woking to get all of this under control but it seems to be more than i can handle at the moment. I teach 7th grade at a charter school and that adds to my anxiety. I take my medication religiously b/c i find myself snapping and losing it with them if I don't. I want to be better.