purplebear's Journal

im having a pretty good day. my car has been broke down since mon.i have to ask people for rides right now.i know God will provide a car in his time.i know this is yet another test.there is now use in me getting upset about this.people around me are more worried about this then i am. i have been doing good not worrying untill today when my sister started riding my butt about it.like it has anything to do with her at all. she kept saying that she wanted to help,but for the past two days i asked her for help and she helped with one thing that wasn't out of her way,but the other things i asked she looked at me like i was crazy.i don't understand why some people will tell you that if you ever need anything,just ask.then when you ask they give you excuse after excuse why they can't help you.when your in need,you really see who you can count on.now i guess she is upset because im not asking her for anything,i've found others to help me.i wasn't upset untill she started in on me.if not asking her for anything,so why is she so worried about it? she has everything,she has a ruuning car,she has a husband that is not in rehab,she has more then i have, why is she so concerned about my issues? i haven't bothered her with this,but she is wigging out over my issues. i know God will provide.i'm trusting God.