cando2's Journal

 I went out to take a ride today and went into the city I love too hang out on the river and up till now it has been a safe place to go (DRUG FREE) well I was driving down to the parking lot and a person started calling me  it was my old Dealer when I saw him I got this sick gut feeling and yeah he wanted to know if I was set  it took me and all I was able to say is yes and I drove away as fast as I was able to. I wanted to tell him that I don't get high any-more but the words would not come out I just ran . But thats ok with me I don't have to tell him any-thing at all I KNOW I don't get High any-more and I can walk or drive away from these type of people. I am so thankful to God . I know I'm home safe and sound but I still have that sick feeling I'll take this over getting high any-time .