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I was born in South Africa but moved to the UK 5 years ago. I have two lovely daughters aged 5 and 2 and they keep me very busy. I love to laugh and try to do so every day. I enjoy reading when I have time and like to go for long walks. My life philosophy is, Treat other people like you want to be treated.
August 12, 2008 9:11am
I have been missing my Dad so much for the past two weeks. I had two dreams about him and somehow it just makes me realise how much I miss him. …
July 19, 2008 3:31pm
It has been six months since I embarked on my new healthier lifestyle and the results are in:
Starting weight: 13 stone 3 lbs
Weight now: 12 …
July 15, 2008 7:10pm
I'm just feeling so down at the moment. I miss my Dad so much. Today for the first time I wished he was here so I could just talk to him about …
July 3, 2008 9:59am
Happy Birthday Dad! Missing you so much on your special day!!
Our first one without you. Hope you having a ball with Nana and Grandad.
Love you …
June 17, 2008 11:34am
Well, my goal finish date is Saturday. I will not make it but I'm proud of my achievement so far. 7kg. I'm also a lot fitter than 16 weeks …
hope you are doing okay. Cindy
Hello my friend how are you? I have been thinking about you. Sending you lots of hugs for the weekend.
been thinking about U. Hope U are Ok. Cindy
Lots of hugs to you and your family for the weekend
I am so glad to hear from you Marelise, So your weather is not that great. Well it is raining and it is so cold and there snow here in Cape Town at the moment. We have had such terrible storms, they say it is the worse storms in 7 years. How are you little girls? Hugs Dezna
Progress
70 %
In a space of a week in October 2007 my life changed forever. On the 16 of October my dad was diagnosed with liver cancer and he passed away on the 23rd. The shock was too much. To make matters worse my passport was in South Africa for renewal and when I found out that he was very sick I couldn't even get on a plane to go see him. I thought maybe he had at least 4-6 months to live, but 1 week??? I constantly cry over the guilt of not seeing him, giving him one more hug.
Ever since I can remember I have been overweight. I always manage to loose some weight and then settle back into my old eating habits just to pick up everything I've lost over the past few months. I've tried it all and I think I can class myself as a proffesional dieter. In 2004 I manage to drop 22lbs in 3 months and it stayed off for 2 years. Since October 2006 when my dad passed away I've put on a massive 9lbs and I'm officially obese now. I need to loose at least 30lb.
