Journal Entry for September 16, 2008
I left school early yesterday caus im sick...
I was sick sunday too, but I only went to school yesterday in the first place b/c i really wanted to see …
is feeling OK
Hello, I'm Ash. 16, a vampire XD Iv been down and out for the past two years. I'v done things im not proud of, and things that i really wish i could forget... But No one can forget the worst moments in there life now can they? All we can do is move on and try and focous on all the good moments rather then the bad.
Photography, Vampires, Reading, Poetry [id love to here a good one], music, concerts, swings, cartoons
ManicMikey225 gave gemzz a Hug 5:10pm
hello love. How are you doing?…
ManicMikey225 and gemzz are now friends 5:10pm
ManicMikey225 gave emmalyn a Hug 5:08pm
So am I. Hes one of the few ppl i realy like to be around. I would stay with him all the time if I could.…
ManicMikey225 changed their mood to OK 5:07pm
ManicMikey225 changed their mood to Bad 3:58pm
I left school early yesterday caus im sick...
I was sick sunday too, but I only went to school yesterday in the first place b/c i really wanted to see …
*bangs head on the wall*
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*cries*
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*pokes the dog*
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*pokes my cheek*
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"whats wrong with me?"
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*bangs head again …
If you were ever a cute youll understand where im coming from when I say this; I had the worst urge to slit my wrist so bad today... Whenever I …
I wrote this poem last nigh. I was inspired agian =] ANd im really happy that I had the will to write agian! 'Midnight Preditor' is a great …
Iv got the worst freaking cramps ever... When I get my period is never this bad. Its just a little bleding for a few days.. but this time it started …
I have depreshion. I was cuting, but shit happends, and I had o stop. So I guess im not as bad now, but i think about how pointless my life is everyday, and I still have masive suicidal thought all the time...
Im a bisexual.
I've been cuting for a while. t helps me feel something...
High school can be a bitch...