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Journal Entry for July 15, 2008 Mood
Tuesday, July 15, 2008

Well Well....

    Where should I begin. As my Grandma said, "Kid a well's a deep subject". At this point I couldn't agree more.

    I, as you my friends know the fiasco of my nausea. Well It's finally (I HOPE) taken care of or it should be. After a huge incounter with the Doctor at the VA in Cincinnati yesterday HE's FINALLY sending me what I need, of course it took me almost 15 minutes to make him understand this, imagine that !!!!. The first so called nausea medicine he prescribed was a frickin' joke it was mainley a gastric reflux med called Metoclopramide HCL 10 MG. I looked it up on the internet and I thought well knowonder it doesn't work, and this is after waiting two weeks to get the crap. Government just LOVES to spend money don't they ?

At any rate, he didn't want to send me anything really good because everything mostly goes through your Liver and I take so much now he really didn't want to give me anything more to harm my liver now that I am cerotic. This I can understand, but If I'm going to get sick and die I DON'T want to die in pain or nauseated. So he FINALLY sent me out something that will really help me. So since I called yesterday the 14th they should be here by snail mail about, oh let's see....the 21st. The main thing is that I'm getting them.

    I have been REALLY depressed and lost in my thinking, and saying things to people I don't mean. So to those good friends I REALLY respect, I am REALLY sorry !!!!

    I have although been working my 12 steps and stuck on step #7 now, but hell I get stuck on all of them. I'm haviving a problem asking a Higher Power or GOD to remove my short commings. This may be so simple to others but I have a religion problem, and being raised Roman Catholic is enough guilt for me. Now don't get me wrong IF any of you are Catholic I REALLY mean no harm. My whole family is as well. It's just my problem.

    Other than that I am hanging in there.

    I ask all of you for your patience with me , and if I've said anything crazy I truly am SO SORRY.

I love and care for all of you in your recoveries, and hope your sides are minimul.

    Take care and hit me back. KIT

                                 -Dave

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Comments

  1. webbwife

    You seem to be strong person to me already! We all get mad and sometimes at the whole world. So its alright to vent here that is what we are here for! I do some venting too so you can come to me to do it if you want I don't get offended very easy. I am very glad you could make your Dr. understand what you needed! I am also very glad you are gonna get it! It may take awhile but you have something to look forward to.


    webbwife

  2. serenity55

    Roman Catholic?????????? SO WAS I ..I couldnt stand the politics and lies and all the guilt. THAT religion really screwed me up..so NOW I chose unitarian..although my roots are still strong as a Catholic..I take what i need and leave the rest.Damn VA..I have heard enough horror stories about them..damn shame after all the good men and women who have defended this country to now have to deal with the bueracricy(sp)...anyway...I not foing to great either..wanna share a bitch session and a cup of tea? be right over............xo


    serenity55

  3. DaveSWOhio

    Catholic....I can relate. I have to stay positive as Catie was raised catholic, and even went to a Catholic School. They pretty much don't like me, but I stay in it for her, but I only go when she ask me too.
    You know how that is.
    I love the Religion it's a beautiful service although their views SUCK !!!!
    Enough said.
    Take care.....Thanks for writing. BTW Nice Pics you have now....


    DaveSWOhio

  4. Morpheus

    I am Catholic as well but go where the Holy Spirit leads me. I have found great wisdom, peace and strength from the Shadow Mountain Baptist Church. What is great about this is I can share my new Pastor and his perspectives on the teachings of Jesus Christ and all the books of the bible. Dr David Jeremiah has his own television ministry that you may be able to get or at least get online. I will become a member of this church in about a month. The church is in the center of a college campus and teaching is one of it's greatest ministries. Yes I am still Catholic and they do not have a problem with that. I am now Bapholic...LOL...;) and have a much closer walk with God. Pastor Jeremiah has helped me through biblical study rather than guilt to plainly see that I have always came to God on my terms. When I finally removed the things from my life as much as I could that I knew offended God I began to change. I gained more peace and understanding but most of all spirit and strength to keep removing everything that was not of God out of my life. My life did not become easier no it became much more difficult. But as I would pass through each new adversity I had less anxiety and more peace. For the first time in my life I was truly not alone and knew God was with me.
    God Bless


    Morpheus

  5. Mckenzie

    Hang in there David, and believe me prayers do work, I am Catholic and have never believe more than I do now, and I feel so much more confident in myself, and even if God decided it was my time tomorrow, I wouldn't be scared knowing that I would be in a better place with God and it's angels.
    Love and take care and don't be afraid to pray for changes or whatever you heart needs at this time and forever.
    Mckenzie One day at the time.


    MckenzieCommunity Leader

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