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Why do people die??????
Have lost my biological mom in Nov. and have had several major surgeries. Have alot of back pain and chest pain. Have a defibrillator in my chest. Am depressed most of the time lately. I have good days and bad. Have many scars. Mentally and physically.
Love animals, drawing, nature, and driving. Haven't done much of any lately. Love music. Love this site. Best thing to have when your down and out. Thanks.
tweetysd wrote a journal entry updating their back to feeling alive goal 9:59am
Hi everybody, We survived the storm, now clean up is the thing. So many people without homes and everyday…
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tweetysd gave Peggy940 a Hug 9:54am
Sorry, I haven't responded, been very busy. Yes we all survived Thank God. Lots of hugs. Storm was devastating.…
tweetysd gave BooBooKitty a Hug 9:51am
Just to let you know I'm okay. The storm was horrible, but thank God we all survived. Lots of hugs. Sue…
September 20, 2008 9:59am
Hi everybody, We survived the storm, now clean up is the thing. So many people without homes and everyday things. I thank God we did not get hit so …
July 21, 2008 8:18pm
I guess I'll update what;s been going on. I have been so selfish, I feel horrible. Papa wants to meet someone so he won't be lonely and I was …
June 29, 2008 1:40pm
I can't believe it! I just found out my papa is putting his profile on eharmony. My mama isn't even gone for a year and here he is trying to …
June 23, 2008 8:36pm
Well, I'm out of the hospital and home now. But still having problems with my heart. Don't know if they can fix it. My lead from my …
June 13, 2008 7:13pm
Well, I am in the hospital. I have been having chest pains and My primary doc decided to send me to my cardiologist and he sent me to the ER and then …
I just lost my biological mom that I found after 44 years in November. I only got to know her for 4 years and then she passed away. I don't know how to handle this. I have been through open-heart surgery and have had 4 strokes and got better just to be with my mom. Now I am lost once again. I searched for 44 years to find her, and yes we got to meet, but she was going to come live with my husband and I, when this happened.
I am so depressed I don't want to live anymore. Been through so much, and now have my mama die, I just can't take anymore. It doesn't look hopeful right now. But I will try everyday to get back on my feet. I was sexually abused as a child, overcame that, had major surgeries on my heart and back and I'm still going.
I am a 48 year old with a history of heart problems. I had my first heart atttack when I was 21. I have hd 4 strokes, and a defibrillator put in my chest. I had open-heart surgery and they could only replace 1 valve, because my heart is so damaged. I can walk and talk and sometimes remember my past, but it gets hard on some days. My mom just passed away from a heart attack. I miss her so. It's hard to breathe on somedays because the heart is just not strong enough. I get cold alot too.
I'm 48 yrs.old and have lived with pain since I was 21. My chest & back are the worse. I've had surgery and it has helped alittle, but not completely.Living with pain is getting harder and harder. Wish there was a miracle cure, but there isn't. Some days it's hard to evn get out of bed let alone clean house do shopping,etc. I wear a fentynal patch everyday and take vicodin and tramadol and have tried others, but have found no relief. Open heart surgery was hard then I had back surgery.
