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i have this dumb habit of getting my hopes up about things..
investing too much of my heart into things..
i learn the hard way time and time again but i just keep on doing it.
why?
i really wish i knew.
i think we all probably do that.
does anyone ever really learn to fully love theirself?
to fully trust someone?
to just completely hand over your heart and say 'hey, dont fuck me over'?
i really should stop staying up so late.
i have too much time to think when im not talking to someone else.
i guess thats something else i need to work on.
to be okay alone.
i just want to fall asleep in safe arms.
this probably wont make sense in a few hours lol
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It totally makes sense to me. I feel the same way.
kandybaby
I am the SAME way.. I invest my whole heart into things, 100% before even knowing if its worth it.. For a LONG time I shut people out and now its like I did a 180... I finally DID give my heart to someone like you described, and it was worth it... I figured its worth it to fall 100% in love even if it means that if it doesnt work out, that I will be completely crushed... I just wanted to know what it felt like. And now I do. I know you will too. And YES, you DO need to get to bed sooner! lmao... like I can talk.. :P
MrsBarker
ya, i know alot about hoping too much :( its ok, we get past ot someday
KrusH
I know how you feel :S Hugs!!
InsomniacMandie
it sounds like bp disorder, thats what i have i get like all exited and anxious and think i can do something i cant, i figured id throw something out there, oh you look real pretty,lol sry i just wanted to say what i thought.
ALJ
Fully loving yourself ... now that's very thought provoking question. Perhaps we all have a few doubts here and there ... but we can truly learn to love ourselves very contentedly and to be accepting and forgiving of our flaws.
Your post sounds so much like me ... and yes, you can and should be true to your heart. When a person has a caring, loving, giving personality, they must give of themselves to be true to their spirit. That said, one must also develop a good sense of caution before leaping in with all four feet (two feet, two hands .. lolll)
In time, a person learns ... and I think it was Shakespeare who said ... "Better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all". In other words, the joy of love ... for whatever time ... is worth celebrating and so fulfilling to our heart ... that it is better to suffer the risk and survive the pain of losing it ... than to never extend yourself because of the fear of being hurt.
Sorry to have gone on so long ... you just touched my heart with your post ... it is a reflection of where I have been.
PS - Each night you fall asleep safely in your own arms ... and it is okay to be alone.
Gentle hugs .. Ranae
heartgirl