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okay well, i actually have something to talk about this time.
the past week feels like a blur. i dont know why. my pain has been horrible beyond belief and i honestly dont know how i manage to make myself get out of my bed everyday but i do it.
i really dont want to talk anymore about myself cause im a mess and i cant even sort through all of that shit to discuss it on here at the moment. maybe later.
my idiot cousin, who is an addict and has given this family hell for almost 10 years, decided to drive while he was fucked up on pills yesterday and totalled his jeep out less than a mile from my house.
but of course, hes okay. not a scratch on him. the pieces of shit in this life always walk away unharmed.
yes im a horrible person for saying that but he is a piece of shit and i wish he wouldve had to go through what i went through or many others have went through from being in car accidents but he wont. he'll sail through life with people handing him drugs and pills and giving him money and ignoring it when he steals shit from them
my pain is through the roof. i'd pay for a morphine pump right now.
i think im just pissed at the world. i shouldnt have written a journal so soon after waking up cause i am ill as hell when i wake up.
whatevs.
i hope yall are well.
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Christina,
You know that is how it goes, the good people get screwed, and the idiots seem to go unharmed. I do hope you feel better, If I was closer I would help you with your pain. It is ok to be pissed at the world, i felt like that alot of times, and I still do. My weekend was s--t too. When I got RA I said why me. I guess me and Artie will be together forever, one man I can't even divorce if I wanted to . Feel better soon. Luv. Angel52
angel52
I hear ya sista with your pain. I am right there with you. I also have been havin a difficult time getting out of bed but ya know what I haven't been so successful...so girl you are doin better than me. What be up with us??? We need to get our acts together.
That sucks about your cousin...how is the other cousin and her little one doing? Just checkin up on you....I do that once in awhile ( ok more then that)...Hugs to you Jen
JLS
It'll be ok. Just wait and see. I hope you feel better soon!
ryanj1985
Hope you feel better soon sweetie.. Things will get better soon. Good things happen to good people and you're one of the best. I have a bone head relative like your cousin... everyone gets theres, just keep that in mind.. and hopefully it will open his eyes.. Big hugs!
MrsBarker
Hi Blue Eyes, sorry you are in pain.
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