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is feeling Horrible
please dont make me go back to school!!!
Recently: 2 hugs received, 1 journal post more …
I dont like my problems to speak for me. I am 14... I'm in an unusual band of sorts... I love life, or at least I try to. to put it in the words of Paramore "for a pessamist, im pretty optimistic." Right now I am trying to be a better person and discover who I am.
Art, reading, skating, and writing. music (creating, listening to , playing)Ive played the violin for 8 years. I also mess around on the guitar, mandolin.
life is good right now. my bff i(the one i have a crush on) s getting confusing, she keeps doing weird things like trying to hold my hand and she is …
I understand your confusion
I hope your okay i here fi you need anyhting alirght just talk to me
hei new friend:)
I am not sure about anything anymore.
I was adopted when I was too young to remember, because my birth parents were only 14. They couldn't take care of me. I have never met my birth mom but i would like to. I don't think I can wait untill I am 18. There are certain things I want her to know about me now that can't be preserved in a journal.
I was suicidal at one point in my life. I recently found out that a close family friend, who died when I was 7, killed himself. I feel so guilty. I watched how his death affected his family. It deffinetly made me grow up fast when I was 7. And yet I still was going to do the same thing to my family. I wish I had known...
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pro-ana
I have a really hard time in school because I never seem to know which way is up. I just have a really flexible brain.
im all veggies!. naw, i am not vegain. i cant live without chocolate!
fuck life....when on meds...