mello22's Journal

well i had a pretty scarry night last night i had to go to the hospital cause i started bleeding (not red or pink) just old blood , and had really bad back pain, i didnt know if it had to do with the car accident we had on mothers day( were fine that god for that) but doctor said it was a threatend miscarrage but doctore only say that cause they really dont know what going on or some women just bleed like when there pregnant, she also said the baby is doing really well, and has a strong heart beat, so i was not as scared when she said that, just felt good to hear the baby is doing good, my friend was with me and told me the baby was moving alot, ( i wish i could have saw that) but the screen was not facing me,but i saw the u/s pic of the babies spin, it was so weird to see that there is really a baby growing in there wow, it was the most amazing thing to see to me ( and i have see plenty of u/s pics) but when its yours it totally diffrent just  knowing my husband and i  made this together and god has givin us this great gift that i thought i was never going to get and he gave it to us. I have always known that god was there but now i know hes really there and all he want is to do is see his children happy , I cant express how blessed and honerd that make he feel!!!!