Progress
20 %
is feeling Horrible
Outgoing but strange,kind but a side that doesnt show to the world. I love to dance because i dont have to focus on one thing! I love to sing because its the most peaceful way to scream like you are inside sometimes. I love to write poetry and lyrics because its the only time your allowed to say how you feel ..without people knowing which lyrics and poems are truth or fiction. I get along with most people but the ones I dont Im still friendly to but stay away from..I hate confrentation.
Still checking up on you :D
You've had a lot to deal with. How is it going? I believe in always getting help. If there is anything I can do pleaselet me know...
Hey I'm gonna keep checking on you every day 'til you come on and change your sad face to a happy one. I really hope you're doin' OK. Take care!
Here's a hug for you, to let you know I care. Hang in there!
Had an abortion in October of 2007..and even though I know deep down it was for the best..I would rather be with my child then alone on this earth any longer.
When I was 19 years old I miscarried and didnt even know I was pregnant until after.
Was in my parked car sitting at the beach. Pulled over because I felt to tired to drive. Moments after I had fallen asleep I was hit by a drunk driver and spun many times into a tree.
Got gonnorehea and Clamidia from an unknown partner but luckliy I get checked on a regular basis and got it cleaned right away...could end up with inferitlity.
Been dealing with eating disorders since I was 16 years old..and still dealing with them. Life stresses have made it worse
Too many to tell i never remember them all.
My personality..tell me what mine is because it changes every minute.
After a long struggle with disorders and stress..to ease the pain I cut and take pills to kill the pain..it is still happening and I cannot stop it.
Rapes..controlling men, and self destruction since age 16.
Closed in, alone, pressured, crowds and no breathing space...many things trigger it.
Since my rape at the age of 16, I became non-exsistent in myself and did not care who had me as long as i felt needed for short periods of time. Letting men use me for sex whenever they pleased including working as an escort at the age of 18..which gradually made my addiction worse.
Went to the doctor when I saw one bump and he said it was just a zit. 1 month later I see more and go in again and the lady says I have genital warts. I cried and she tells me I am stuck with it forever.