Ok now really, enough is enough. I know for sure that my renters are leaving. And I have a lot of thinking to do. Ok, I need to figure out what to do next. And now I find out that He boarded my cats last week because he was going to be traveling. I found out 9 days after the fact by email, at the same time he tells me to call the vet because Kissy is sick. Well she isn't just sick, she is dying. How do I deal with that, on top of everything else. It just doesn't seem to end. I know realistically I have done nothing to deserve all this, but unrealistically I keep saying what have I done to deserve all this. Enough already! I mean it, I have had enough. The past 5 months have just been one thing after another. I can't take anything else. WHy, I just ask my self over and over, why. SOme people keep telling me that GOd doesn't give us more than we can handle. Well ya know what? It's too much. I just can't do it any more. I just want to give up, i'm so tired, so very tired
I wish there was a magic word or a wand I could
wave. to wisk away the pain. Each of us must
stand strong and proud In the faces of our dilema. With the support of our friends
You WILL survive. YOU cannot give up while
there is yet hope. AS YOUR FRIEND I WON'T
LET YOU!
Sandman99