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Journal Entry for January 28, 2008 Mood

Monday, January 28, 2008

it never ends. I found out this morning that he boarded my cats because he was going to be traveling. And that one of my babies is very sick. She might not make it. What else, what else can happen. I really am trying to be strong, but how can you be strong when it just keeps on coming. I feel guilty enough that I didn't take them with me, but my sister has 2 dogs. I thought it would be too stressful on them being in a house with large dogs. So with all of that, I thought they would be better off. Wrong again. The house got infested with fleas. They never had fleas before. So he put them outside in a caged area. They have been out there for so long. Even through the cold. He put a heater out there. But I still had no place to put them. And now one is very sick with Kidney problems. I don't think she is going to make it. It never ends

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Hi again, Lostpuppy. Did you read my last
comment? I hope you did...that's what has worked
in the past for me! I can only hope you take
the advice. It seems you don't give yourself
any slack...just wait for the next devastation
of life to occurr. You have to give yourself a
break. I notice you didn't list any hobbies...
it always helps me to disengage for a while, And
dive into a computer game or good book. (some
times I REALLY have to force myself.) Then there
is some relief from the problems...And they
don't feel like such a mountain to climb! It seems to me that you are constantly viewing
your troubles up close to your face. bring
them out to an arms length, Too close can
leave you overwhelmed! I'M HERE FOR YOU!
Sandman

Sandman99
overwhelmed isn't the word for how I feel. I am ready to give up. I really am. I don't have any hobbies, I disconnect my self from life when I come (home) I turn on the tv and just try not to think about all that's happening. I am new to the area, don't have any friends, so it's just hard. I know I need to go out, but at least I am working and that takes care of some of the day. Funny every time things just start to look up, and I feel almost like myself, more shit hits the fan. I am an emotional person anyway, but all of this just continues to make me cry.

1lostpuppy
thanks for listening. I appreciate your thoughts

1lostpuppy
No, thank you for being my friend when i needed
one the most! So I am here for you!

Sandman99