1lostpuppy's Journal

 God I don't know what to do know.  I found out a little while ago that due to taxes and non homestead exemption on my rental house, that my mortgage was going up quite a bit.  I was able to talk to the bank and have them spread it out over a 4 yr period instead of 1 yr.  So I called my renters, their lease is up.  To let them know I was going to have to raise the rent to cover the increase in the mortgage.  Well they just called and told me that theyb are going to have to move.  THey can't pay the increase.  SO now what do I do.  Due to the separation/divorce situation I moved down to my sisters. SHe lives 3 hrs away from the house.  I know have to deal with them moving out, inspecting the house, try to find new renters.  Its just too much.  I don't know where to turn.  It looks like I might have to move back.  It cost me over 1k to move down here, and now it looks like I have to do it all over again.  Besides all that, I don't have any furniture, or money.  I am trying so hard not to cry.  Whenever I start to feel just a little stronger about my situation, I get smacked in the face again.  I have been working down here, granted it's not much money, but it keeps me busy.  Just the thought of moving back scares me.  I will have to start all over, all over again.  I don't get any money from him until things are settled. Damm I hate this shit so much.  I jsut want to cry. Thats not going to help, but I am so scared and frustrated.  I hate this