So much Beetter
June 2, 2008 2:22pm
Well it has been ages since I wrote anything in my journal. I am doing so much better, it's hard to believe it. But life …
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think i'm getting sick :(
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About Me
Wow it seems so long ago when I was this little lost puppy searching for the reason why the man that I loved didn't love me anymore. WHen all I wanted to do was crawl up into a ball and live in a hole. Now with the help of family, friends and my DivorceCare Class I am me again. Life does get better, and I am proof of that.
Interests
Still not sure what those are, but I am working out again, laughing and making new friends everyday. Butterflies, I love butterflies :)
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Recent Activity
Tuesday
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1lostpuppy updated their status 9:39am
think i'm getting sick :(…
Monday
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1lostpuppy and Confusion2008 are now friends 3:41pm
July 17
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1lostpuppy replied to their discussion post Wow in the Breakups & Divorce support group 3:17pm
Thank you all for your support. I probably wont go, no need to open any wounds.…
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1lostpuppy wrote a discussion post in the Breakups & Divorce support group: Wow 9:56am
Ok, so many of you don't know my story, and that's ok. But, I just got a call from my attorney,a nd he…
July 15
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1lostpuppy replied to Sunshine0200’s discussion post WTF in the Breakups & Divorce support group 1:19pm
sad but true, someone needs to pay for the site I guess…
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Journal
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Journal Entry for January 29, 2008
January 29, 2008 6:46pm
Ok now really, enough is enough. I know for sure that my renters are leaving. And I have a lot of thinking to do. Ok, I need to …
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Journal Entry for January 28, 2008
January 28, 2008 4:50pm
it never ends. I found out this morning that he boarded my cats because he was going to be traveling. And that one of my babies is very …
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Journal Entry for January 25, 2008
January 25, 2008 6:42pm
God I don't know what to do know. I found out a little while ago that due to taxes and non homestead exemption on my rental house, …
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Journal Entry for January 21, 2008
January 21, 2008 3:01pm
I guess getting over being so hurt isn't really my goal. I would have to say my goal is working on getting stronger. Stronger mind, …
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Sending you a hug today my friend! Kathy
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Support Groups
Close Breakups & Divorce
I wanted a child, he knew this day 1. after 3yrs, not all good,he didnt' want one Didn't feel like he was there for me, or his kids prior marriage. said he tried to get the feelings back but couldn't. kept it all inside for over 7 months. I left our home, 2 big for me. Very depressed. living at my sisters. Feel betrayed, like trash thrown to the curb. Papers just arrived, really hurt. don't want to talk about his kids, besides the fact that they act like I don't exist, that I never did
Treatments
- Love Not Working
- ready to look again?
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- they try to help, but don't really understand my feeling of overwhelming loss
- Support Groups Considering
- trying to find
- Talking Not Working
Close Codependency
Don't know where to begin. All I know is that I have always needed approval in everything I do. Right now going through a divorce, and I feel worse than I ever have my entire life. Even after the Death of my parents. I just feel like my life is over, and that I will never be loved again.
Open Bereavement
Well the latest thing to happen to me, and the list is long is this. My soon to be ex boarded my cats. I found out 10 days later. I found out because 1 is very sick. I have to go to orlando today to put her down. I am so sad over it. I feel like it's my fault.
Open Depression
can't get over the ending of my marriage. He has betrayed me in so many ways. I have lost so much weight. I can't afford to lose any more. We aren't even legally separated and he has moved someone else into my home. I say my home because it still is. I just can't afford it, he can. My stress anxiety and depression are taking over.
Treatments
- Lexapro Too Soon to Tell
- just started
- Positive Thinking Not Working
- all my thoughts keep going to them, and they overtake me. I can't find the happy thoughts they always go back to him
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- just started again
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- mu sister is doing all that she can do, but I am so overwhelmed
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