Journal Entry for March 12, 2008
March 12, 2008 4:59pm
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About Me
I am a college student majoring in public relations. I will be graduating in May (which I am begginning to get excited about).My life is very dramatic. I often describe it as being like a movie--though not a good one! Though I don't have many friends I keep the chaos going through one bad relationship after another--this is where my codependency issue lies. I have one sister (23) and my parents are divorced.
Interests
I love to listen to music-all types--pop, r&b, country, rap, whatever, you name it I have/will listen to it. I love to read mainly self-help books and I love to write poems.
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Journal Entry for March 10, 2008
March 10, 2008 2:40pm
Oh I fear change so much. I received my graduation information this morning. I thought I would be excited, but now I'm just scared. I just …
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Journal Entry for March 9, 2008
March 9, 2008 4:07pm
I am angry. I am mad at myself for torturing myself. Why do I do this? I hate myself for putting me through this! At this point it is my fault. I …
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Journal Entry for March 2, 2008
March 2, 2008 3:32pm
i am feeling okay today (knock on wood). well, this weekend i signed up for online dating. I can't believe I did it. lol. But I figured that I …
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Journal Entry for February 25, 2008
February 25, 2008 2:55pm
why is it one step forward, two steps back...i hate that. Some days i feel like i can make it and then today.....well i feel like i can't. I hate …
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Close Codependency
I am a 21 year old female college student. I am COMPLETELY codependent and very ashamed about it. It is ruining my relationships and destroying my self-esteem.......or what's left of it.
Treatments
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- music allows me to vent, but sometimes it just makes me angrier
- Reading Not Working
- I have analyzed my codependency issue to no end. Understanding the information in the books is one thing, actually applying it is a whole different story.
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- I talk to a couple of my friends and family and it seems to help a BIT.
- \"Codependent No More\" Not Working
- I actually found the book more helpful in understanding how I got this way as opposed to correcting the problem
- Poetry Working / Worked
- this is my most useful outlet. My codependency has allowed me to write the most amazing poems.
Close Shyness
I am 21 years old and I have been shy for all of my life. I do think that I am an interesting person I just feel like other people don;t notice it and I don't have the courage to put myself out there and meet new people.
Treatments
- DailyStrength Working / Worked
- just started
Open Breakups & Divorce
boyfriend broke up with me, told me he hasn't had feelings for me in a year, used me for companionship, money etc, and proceeded to spread rumors about me
Treatments
- Music Working / Worked
- i listen to the music and a lot of times it makes me sadder
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- i tried counseling but some days i get so depressed i cant go
- Reading Working / Worked
- sometimes it works
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- doesn't work.......they have the same problems i do so they can't help me/
Open College Stress
senior in college, graduating in May--went from having my life planned out to having no clue what i wanted to do. Some days I can't wait to get outta here--other days im scared to death.
Treatments
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- talking to other college friends helps.
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